relieved

Last night, the 3 of us, with the help of Kak Nut & Kak Wadat, settled down and TALKED. As in, pour our deep deep hearts out. Honestly, i felt like the bricks on my chest have been lifted and thrown away. ALL have been out. Well i think i did.

We let out the repository of so much emotions and all the dissatisfactory we felt towards each other. Yes there were crumpling faces & nail-biting moments to where you reach a point, that you don’t have the guts to pour it out. But when you have a third party, or PARTIES, it makes it alot easier and the expressing of those kept thoughts are much better poured out.

I thank the both of them alot for sharing all their experiences and wisdoms to the 3 of us, at the same time lending a hand or two in helping us solve our misunderstanding and truly grateful for their presence.

Then i realized that, locking your true feelings, meaning things that you feel towards the ones you love, including hatred, disgust or even envy, is definitely proven to be unhealthy. Let it out in a mannered way. Thats what i learned. Give a chance for them to explain their reasons for what they’ve chosen to do. eventhough sometimes you feel you are absolutely right. But you’ll never know that you might consider changing your perception towards their idea.

Bonding.Misunderstanding.Friendship.Love.Miriam.Hajar.Dhamirah.

They live under one roof.

Ja.Yah. i will always love you guys no matter what.