25 things on my to-do-list

note : this is a random post.

the most common word used in the list is "hutang"and 80% of them involves money.
haih~ this shows that the world revolves around $$$$$.
where should i start?
i would really love to start with "bake chocolate chip cookies" and teringin nak try buat cupcakes yang cute cute.


or should i start with the "kutip hutang voip"? +_+
yea i know i know~ prioritize...ughh

with the responsibility taken of my shoulder, this year, i'm planning to do lotsa stuff that i couldn't do last year~ i would like to save up some money but it seems that everytime i try do so, emergency situations come up which requires me to spend the money that i saved up *sigh*
i did think of starting the cheesecake business back, but Ja said "ko nak jual cheesecake lagi watpe? dah dpt DSLR~" haha~ it doesnt mean i have no reason to simpan duit..

owh i'm having my mid semester exam today. i can't sleep. so i'm blogging.
MCQ. Cardio and lung. pretty awesome! *sarcastic tone*
tolong doakan kami yer!
after the exam, i wanna go to cairo and watch new moon so badly! but looking at the 25 to-dos.. they're holding me back.

*migraine*

p/s: it's December! heee. *wink*

Goodbye Unit Ekonomi = )

MTC is over! and i only have one thing to say..

"its been an HONOR to have worked for Unit Ekonomi"

eventho our target for untung bersih was 12,000 LE. but we only managed to get half of it. eh bukannya tak bersyukur. alhamdulillah~
like my mom said, "better than -ve"

i kinda feel half empty tho..
tadi ingat lagi pengerusi majlis cakap "ok para AJKT sesi 08/09 boleh duduk bersama para perwakilan" .. cam wow i cant believe dah letak jawatan.
rasa cam baru je haritu tengah cari2 AJK~ begging one by one. cari je anybody yang tak diambil oleh unit lain.
i'm gonna miss w0rking with my AJKs!
they're too awesome, nice, hardworking, extremely helpful, and i anggap them as my own sisters and brothers!

1st and foremost, thanks to Ubai of course~ name panjang memang panjang. Muhammad Abu Ubaidah Mustafa Kamal (kan?) the great leader of Unit Ekonomi. tahniah anda naik lagi sekali tahun ni! akak doakan Ubai jadi a better AJKT this year~ i seriously respect him because, he managed his time well. statistic shows that half of his batch failed to naik tahun. Despite of being EXTREMELY busy with Unit Ekonomi, he managed to pass his exam (semua subject ok~) thats why la hang naik lagi sekali tahun ni =D owh and i apologize for not being a better timbalan and not treating u nicely~ (sebab ubai dongseng~)

AJK-AJK ku yang lain~
Meen, Temah, Kak Nahdia, Kakcik, Muna, Sakinah, Wahidah, Adiba, Ain Nasir, Teemah hencem, Aiman, Fatimah.. i dont know how to thank u guys. the effort, the energy and time u put for this Unit.. hanya Allah yang tahu and hanya Dia yang dapat membalas jasa baik korang semua. owh and tahniah Kakcik kita jadi AJKT tahun ni yea! wohoo!
i still remember those moments when they all slept late at nite just to cook and prepare for the jualan gerai~ the commitment is just W0W~ I am so thankful that Allah chose you guys to work along side with me.

AJK-AJK ikhwah pun tak lupa juga =) thanx guys~ couldn't have achieved all of these without u guys ~

Well, thats the end of it.. and i wish all the best to the new AJKTs and hope that you guys will do much much better than we did. chulka eh!

Rabbana Ma3ana~

demam MTC

since MTC is just around the corner, lately its been hectic sebab everybody's trying to promote certain people (also known as melobi) and of course semua orang yang bakal dicalonkan tu mesti la taknak jadi AJKT PCM.
why?
1.stress
2.kena sacrifice ALOT of time
3.tak yakin boleh buat kerja
4.tak pandai bahagikan masa, so tak sempat nak study
5.bla3.

cut the crap.
HONESTLY there's alot of benefit if u jadi AJKT ok~
1.Allah tolong kita kalau kita tolong orang (if niat baik)
2.more pahala for u if u do it with the right niat
3.ur brain will be more active thus your studying will be better
4.you will appreciate time more than before
5.there will be alotta people who will help u (u're not alone, dont worry!)
6.tak sempat nak study? tengok kak diah~ jayyid jiddan ok! and ramai ajkt lain yang dapat jayyid.

ada banyak lagi tapi malas nak taip semua cuz i know who read this understand what im trying to say.
after one year jadi AJKT, i hope that the next batch of AJKTs will do alot better than us and we all will definitely help and guide you guys no matter what.

la tahzan and dont be afraid of experiencing something new.
always remember that there's a reason why Allah chose you. it means you can do it! i even have proof.. sila rujuk ayat terakhir Al Baqarah~ "He will not burden a person beyond his scope"

so ni name calon2 yang aku nak calonkan esok~

Pengerusi : Pokwe a.k.a Safwan @ Kre a.k.a Ikram
untuk Timb Pengerusi SEMESTINYA : Syamilah!! (thn 4)

1. kak diah (sorry kak diah :p)
2. kiki syakila (thn 4)
3. kak naneen (nak tengok kak naneen beraksi)
4. husna aisyah sem 7 (tegas!)
5. fatimah zahrah mazlan sem 7 (temah ko buleh buat keja aku yakin!)
6. kauthar (kak pips yang suggests, i dont even kenal u. haha)
7. azimah zahari (kak pips n fariha recommend)
8. nurulhafiza azmi (x knal tapi fariha recommend)

boleh ke calonkan orang yg aku x knal? ble je~ lalala~

MTC?

Excluding the mid sem exam this 8th of December, the next biggest event of this year is MTC~ which will be held on 4th of December.. dooms day for me @_@
yes some people dont even care about MTC. Dulu aku pun tak kisah sangat pasal MTC. i've never even attend one! to go and vote pernah la~ but i've never actually sit in the dewan and listen to what they talk about~ ok ada la sekali, itu pun yg cairo punya MAT.
last year punya MTC i didnt attend cuz 2 days later ada mid sem exam.. and i heard the MTC habis at nite (from pagi to malam, ridiculous!!!) so nasib baik tak pegi. lalala~
oh sorry.. MTC tu mesyuarat tahunan cawangan~ (untuk each cawangan : Mansurah, tanta, alex) MAT = Mesyuarat agung tahunan (ni untuk PERUBATAN induk)
MTC is the day when ALL the AJKTs will be questioned on what they've done for the past year.
and for me, i'll just have to worry about my part, which is Unit Ekonomi.
Unit Ekonomi buat kerja tak? promote tak? capai target tak? (ouch..)
haih~
hopefully takde orang attack aku..
T_T

doakan kami!!

owh and listen to this song! actually i fell for the song because of the MV.. best! saje mau kongsi dengan everybody~ enjoy!

i found my CABG pics! enjoy~~

these pictures were taken during Ja+Wadat's visit last july~

ni la cara2 nak buat CABG. CABG means coronary artery bypass grafting. when a patient is suffering from coronary artery stenosis or thrombosed coronary artery, the surgeon will have to do a graft (take out a vein and then replace the thrombosed artery with it.. macam buang yang rosak, and just buat laluan yang baru for the blood to flow)

1st buat central venous line to measure the central venous pressure.

and then open up the chest.. at the same time, the nurse incharged will do a phlebectomy. vein chosen was saphenous vein (at the kaki~) so they'll use this vein to do the graft.

after this, the heart will be stopped. cuz the heart is beating and its kinda hard to do the procedure with all the movement. therefore they connect the heart to the heart lung machine.

the arrow is showing the graft (the saphenous vein)

and the blue arrow is showing the artery yang stenosed/thrombosed being sutured to the graft.

tada! habis tu je. after that the surgeon disconnects the heart from the heart lung machine, start the heart back again, and suture everything up. kholas ba'aaa~

i'm back! Manchester? superrbbb

Mayo Building (like a teaching building+admin la for Salford Royal Hosp..well kinda)

this is where the staff and students hang out during lunch ~

library!! this only a part of it. not the whole thing obviously. totally cozy!

the plaza! haha~ not kidding. this part is actually inside the hospital. behind there you can see Body Shop.. body shop ok!! cool!! and there's even a hairdresser shop to0~

this is during my clinical skill. neat ha? hahaha~ syok sorang2.

this is the model~ bluuuud everywhere (fake blood la =p)

one of the skill labs~

Mr. Duggie! i think thats how u spell his name :-s he costs GBP 35,000!! complete with pulse, chest movement, pupil can constrict ok! and etc. and he can speak to0! (with the help of the computers of course..haha!) you can even put laryngoscope, endotracheal tube, and even do tracheostomy on him! ngeeee. and even shock him! SERIOUS. haha

well actually its been a week since i got back from Manchester.
how was Manchester? AWESOME!
yea it sucks that i didnt even have the time to see the oh-so-famous Trafford stadium.. (damn the stupid anti muslim and anti asian strike!!!! was stuck and the chaperon wont let us go out on that freaking day, kalau tak i could have gone to the stupid stadium!!!!)
the people over there are just SUPER NICE ok~~~~~~~~~~ super friendly super baik!!
i'm not even afraid to go shopping alone in the city centre cuz i know i'm safe there =D

anyways, enough about the shopping and all.
so, the 6 of us, (Me, farida+ahmed amer+mahmoud+sherif the egyptians and fatma the saudian) were separated into 3 groups.
farida and amer - MRI hosp
mahmoud and fatma - withenshaw hosp
me and sherif - salford royal hosp
i tell u ar~ my hosp is totally cool! they got tempat gunting rambut la! kedai runcit la! tempat makan yang best la! kedai baju la! and the best part is.. they got kedai BODY SHOP ok!!!! how cool is that! dah la murah kot body shop kat sane! wuhu!
and shockingly i found a musolla (surau).. and even a place for ablution!!! (wudhu) i dont even have to worry about my prayers! sangat convenient ok!
we get to join their PBL, lectures, skill lab, bedside teaching, semua la!! really nice! =D
its nice to get to explore and see how these geniuses study there in Manchester~
the best part for me was definitely the skill labs~ the only thing about practising ur skills there was that u cant do it on a real patient. unlike in egypt, u can do it on real patient but not everybody gets to do it. so i got pretty excited when the nurse gave us private tutoring in the skill labs.. wuhu!

overall i'm VERY satisfied with the attachment in Salford Royal.. those 2 weeks were really full of stuff that i've never experienced before and i'm really thankful to Allah (mesti la no.1), my parents and of course our doctors and Manchester Univ too! =)

ma..daddy..nak sambung belajar sane ble? miahahaha

bye Mansoura~

"you can do it miriam!!"

i will be leaving Mansoura for two weeks to join Manchester United FC..
to train as a football player!!!
yes some people might think im not fit for this job, but anything is possible right! if u just belieeeeeeeeeeeeve in yourself B-)

ok fine. just kidding ~~
tapi betul la aku nak gi MU, esok kot! omg nervous giler. for what? DARMAWISATA (thanx muiz sebab ajar kaklong perkataan cool ni!) cari dalam kamus kalau nak tau maksud perkataan ni~ alhamdulillah dapat this once in a lifetime opportunity =)
i'll be gone for 2 weeks. yer memang kena catch up sendiri dengan class yang we'll miss in Mansoura. (dead!!!)
i dunno whether i get to see the faculty of meds in MU or not, would really love to~ all i know is i'll be in Salford Royal Hospital... doing what also i donno @_@
harap2 i wont bring shame to my country = (
must study and not look stupid!!!

if you are nice to me, i will bring back souvenirs for you.
Ma'assalaamah!

p/s: blizzz bray for me~